Dark days

Nowadays, everything feels depressing to me

I tend to regret something that I can change anymore

I tend to compare myself to others that left me to feel so unworthy

Everything doesn't go on my way

Sometimes I think life is just unfair that way

Why God?

I always try to figure the reason for million times

I don't know where does the pain come from

But it's hurt

And sometimes I can't endure my pain alone
But the worst thing is... I isolated myself from everyone

I try to cheer up myself

"That's fine. Something better is coming."

But sometimes I feel it hurts me more

To keep my expectation

But the reality is crueler than anything